Friday, March 31, 2000
My last entry was so neurotic. Oh, well- I suppose everyone's like that at some point in their lives, some of them (e.g. roommate EV) are like that all the time. JB helped talk me out of it, somewhat. I still don't know when I'll see DH again-- I'm toying with the idea of sending him some email, I also asked EV if we might want to invite him to have his wrap party here at the studio. Dunno, we'll see.
My birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks, 25-- a quarter of a century. I decided today that I will smoke happily up until that day and then quit. I don't know how realistic that is-- we'll probably go out on my birthday and I'll want to smoke. I should probably just work up the nerve to quit now. Whatever. I've only been smoking for three years-- not even. It'll be easier to quit once I'm out of school, and all my friends leave town-- we're all fiends.
Speaking of which, I'm having trouble getting used to idea that half the people I know in Boston will be gone by the end of the Summer. I mean, it's really no big deal I guess, I have plenty of friends here who aren't leaving. But school's become a bigger part of my life than I realized.